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Agh, Brain, why. - Diary of a Necromancer
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Agh, Brain, why.
The Brainweasels have been brainweaseling harder and harder the closer I get to the Alleged Story being signed off on as this-is-definitely-going-to-Happen. Surprisingly, it's not so much "fear of success" I'm getting from them (...yet), so much as "you do realise something's going to find a way to pull the football away at the last moment, don't you?"; I've got so used to extreme pessimism as a way of life, mostly because it generally is my unit that the gas company needs to dig through the wall of, that to simply believe that for once in my life something might go the way it's supposed to for long enough to get to enjoy it is kind of alien as a possible mindset. It's pretty bad when things-going-not-badly-for-a-change always feels like being set up for some other shoe from somewhere...

feeling: distressed distressed

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ashnistrike From: ashnistrike Date: December 8th, 2013 03:50 am (UTC) (permalink this entry)
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