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Meh. MEH, I say. - Diary of a Necromancer
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Meh. MEH, I say.
Having a string of days where I can't concentrate on whatever I do sit down to do for all the thoughts of other things I should be doing. I suspect that this is because ultimately none of these things have any relevance to anyone but myself, and I'm terrible at the whole intrinsic-motivation gig because of that whole brainweaselly thing about my needs-and-internal-reality not counting.

So, um, anybody out there want to suggest anything that they'd like to see me applying myself to, and let's see if maybe we can fake out the brainweasels into thinking they have an external goal to rebel against? (Since I have found that having a deadline is the single best way for me to get something else altogether done...)


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off_coloratura From: off_coloratura Date: March 8th, 2012 09:15 pm (UTC) (permalink this entry)
Smart. I got a project done this week that I'd been procrastinating on for YEARS, solely because I was procrastinating on a much scarier project.

I too have been struggling with the whole there's-nothing-inside-me problem in therapy lately too. My therapist, among other things, suggested meditation as a way to spend some time with myself free from external sources, and just to sit in acceptance and awareness of the thoughts I have.

I haven't tried it, of course, I've been procrastinating. Maybe we both should try it, and keep each other honest.
owensheart From: owensheart Date: March 9th, 2012 12:50 pm (UTC) (permalink this entry)
I/ve been thingking of a Torchwood/Being human crossover where The team is sent out becuase of a strange creatur sighting in the bristol woods and capture Goerge in wolfstate. What would happen when they find him in the cells in the mornging in his human state and what will Mitchell do to save his friend from Torchwood.

i have been working on this idea for a while now and woudl love to see someone elses take on it.
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