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...Ah, no one reads these on Fridays, anyway... - Diary of a Necromancer
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...Ah, no one reads these on Fridays, anyway...
Distracted and out of sorts all day, and can't really get a handle on which of my many reasons to be that's even got me this time. I keep circling back to "...No, it was probably crawling out of the slime that was the first bad move", insofar as most of the poking I've been doing at the logic behind my mental state seems to run up against the brick wall that realistically speaking I had my life pretty well screwed up for me before I ever got to have a say in matters and I'm not sure there's a hell of a lot to be done to sort it now. (It comes down to what in retrospect were some pretty concerted efforts to convince me that I didn't or at least shouldn't exist, mostly in the form of a lot of sustained educational buck-passing about what to do with a kid who was both bright and off-the-charts ADHD, and... let's say that Damage Was Done. To the point where I kind of think I should be suing someone for the resultant PTSD, if I had enough of a sense of self-worth left to think anyone would believe me about it...)

But tha's kind of a downer note to end the week on, so, kitten!

...I may have mentioned the ADHD thing? Yes, I believe I did. Kitten.

feeling: depressed depressed

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procrastibator From: procrastibator Date: February 13th, 2010 12:02 am (UTC) (permalink this entry)
That's the cutest kitten ever! Thanks for making me smile =)

I hope you feel better and the weekend cheers you up!
affinity8 From: affinity8 Date: February 13th, 2010 03:00 am (UTC) (permalink this entry)
I'm not sure what to say, but - cute kitten!!
otrame From: otrame Date: February 13th, 2010 05:57 am (UTC) (permalink this entry)
In reverse order: I have had that vid favorited for a while. I love it.

Now, as for you feeling bad, remember that that feeling will pass. Being myself a beneficiary of modern biochemistry (without which I am not functional) I know that the bad days are going to be there, but they go away. And, my love, I hate to say this but what ever you have been through,* it led to who you are and I think who you are is incredibly cool. You are, in the face of some massive competition, my favorite fanfic writer. Your stories are so rich and I know that that is because your mind is so rich. So go ahead and have a bad day or a bad week, then brush yourself off and get on with it. We await the further adventures of that insane asylum known as your version of Torchwood.

{gigantic huggles}

*and anyone anywhere near a bad case of ADHD -ESPECIALLY the kid-probably ends up with PTSD.
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