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*growl* - Diary of a Necromancer
Excuse me, I'm making perfect sense, you're just not keeping up
...Okay, seriously, WTF is with the waking up after only 6 hours of sleep, and then slouching around bursting randomly into tears? I have three parties lined up I can go to in the next three days, I should not be sitting in front of the telly thinking "oh, like anyone there cares if you show up". I think this is an extension of my overall feelings of having no value in the economic sense, given that one of the ruts I appear to be spinning my wheels in is the old "Yeah, should get therapy for that -> have no money for therapy -> therefore am I 'worth' helping?" brain-weasel voice. I need a job or to move to a country that believes in universal health care...

feeling: depressed depressed

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morgynleri_fic From: morgynleri_fic Date: December 31st, 2009 04:40 pm (UTC) (permalink this entry)
*hugs you tightly*
robling_t From: robling_t Date: December 31st, 2009 06:43 pm (UTC) (permalink this entry)
I just wish the brain-weasels would let me get some damn sleep, I have to walk out of here by 5 to get to that first party and I don't think I can get myself down for a nap at this point so I'm going to be damn trashed by midnight... {sigh}
legendofthehawk From: legendofthehawk Date: December 31st, 2009 09:38 pm (UTC) (permalink this entry)

I like you lots.

Let's all jump a plane to the UK!
robling_t From: robling_t Date: January 3rd, 2010 04:59 pm (UTC) (permalink this entry)
Oh, I would be so down with that if we could get the financing together... {sigh}
owensheart From: owensheart Date: January 1st, 2010 08:37 am (UTC) (permalink this entry)
I like you lots, all your friends on LJ like you lots, and Im pretty sure your family loves you loads. Don't let those Brain-Weasels get to you, just tell them to leave you teh $#@# alone!.

Hope you have a realy great 2010.

robling_t From: robling_t Date: January 3rd, 2010 05:05 pm (UTC) (permalink this entry)
"Family" is actually one of the things that set this all off, unfortunately... (It's not so much that we Don't Get On in any big theatrical sense as that a lot of my 'am I out of sight, out of mind' feelings can be traced straight back to being the one in the extended family whose issues weren't noisy enough ones to get any of the collective attention. Part of why I get so down at the holidays is associating the season with all the years of going on long dull drives to be ignored when I got there...)
owensheart From: owensheart Date: January 4th, 2010 02:23 pm (UTC) (permalink this entry)
I kinda know what you jmean,with me it was alway speak when your spoken to, and my problems were alway less importent that my Older cousins (no brothers or sister though) sometimes I still feel like I am not alowd to be down or angry that I should be a happy little woman all the time. and I hate that.
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