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yeah, still Like That. - Diary of a Necromancer
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robling_t
robling_t
yeah, still Like That.
Now at the stage of depression which I believe is known as 'keeping busy'. Tidied the kitchen counter and put the dishes away, ordered more yarn for the business, and e-filed this month's state tax paperwork (happiness, BTW, is making a payment to the tax guys... of $2); still on to-do list under "soon" is getting paperwork together for YarnCon 2008, which will at least be something distracting to obsess about instead of if I'd only been able to carry through on my desire to defect to Wales 20 years ago like I wanted to I might have grown up to be Russell T Davies Steven Moffat by now...

It helps, a little, to have a tray of plants to have to put out in the sun first thing each morning when I get up, and to have enough seedlings starting to come up out of the ground to need my personal attentions in the form of water and verbal abuse, and it helps more to have y'all come out of the internet woodwork with the "no, you're not invisible, this is the Human Condition" stories, so thanks, guys. I needed that. :)

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bibliofile From: bibliofile Date: May 21st, 2008 07:34 am (UTC) (permalink this entry)
So, you're secretly Welsh? Hmm.
robling_t From: robling_t Date: June 25th, 2008 07:33 am (UTC) (permalink this entry)
{rouses Self from gloom to catch up on old replies} Yeah, even went so far as to try to learn the language during my year-abroad program; so far as Roads Not Taken, my life's big regret is most likely going to be that I didn't have the resources to move to the UK like every fibre of my being was telling me to when I realized I was not happy being back in the States. I suppose a lot of people wake up as 40 starts to loom and realize what they should have been doing with their lives all along, it's just annoying to have always known it in the first place and never been able to make the right connections to get yourself there... {sigh}
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